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WHERE DOES YOUR PAIN LIE




Are you holding on to something that just the thought of it may hurt you? Have you ever been involved in a serious relationship and things didn’t end in ways that you expected? Were you blindsided? Did people mess with you or reject you? Do you have thoughts of suicide? Were you sexually molested as a child? Were you picked on growing up? Do you distant yourself from people who are trying to love you?


“If you have answered yes to some of these questions then this is for you….”

The first step in releasing pain is to surrender yourself, flaws and all to Jesus (God) & (The Holy Spirit). Accept the fact that you have been hurt. Accept the fact that someone you have loved or have come to love has hurt you. You seem lost and you feel alone. You have become to build a wall or spiritual protection against yourself (unknowingly). You refuse to go to church, you refuse to go outside. You refuse to be active. You roll your eyes at other people’s happiness, your just all messed up!! (HEY IVE BEEN THERE)  Guess what? God is there with you through all of your pain…. The easiest part of this whole process is letting go and letting flow to the Goodness of God. He allows us to remove that guilt, that shame, that feel of rejection. He allows us to feel at peace and feel at ease with how things are going once we decide to let go. Trust me, its hard letting go of things that we once loved and it’s hard seeing someone else be happy when you are suffering from pain. Believe me when I write this and tell you God sees you just as you are even when you are going through it. Forgiveness is key; it is also the key to life. God tells us to loves others how he loves. God tells us to forgive, just as he forgives. If we refuse to forgive others God will NOT forgive us. Matthew 6:15

So it is very important to empty your heart and mind of strong sin and pain is one source of strong sin. Let go of that pain and rejection from long ago, pray over this generational curse of rejection. Speak the blood of Jesus over yourself. Block your flesh from comparing your past to present. STOP! THINK! Think about how far you have come. Remember that Jesus carried you along the way; remember that Jesus freed your heart from pain when he died on the cross for our sins and atonements.

Live free and love freely, Malika Abdalqadir


(Say this prayer with me)
“Dear heavenly father, Thank you God for allowing me to see myself how you see me. Beautiful and perfect just as how you made me, you don’t care what people say about me, you have called me as you’re on, you have called me as your child and you have loved me as a father, you have freed me from pain and suffering, you have made me anew in Christ, rich & whole. Lord, I love you and thank you for loving me, lord open my heart to forgiveness and freedom from pain. Lord I speak the blood of Jesus over my life, I speak the blood of Jesus over rejection and people who have rejected me. Lord allow me to surrender myself to you, lord allow me to love again, and love those who hurt me lord. Even If I have to sit next to those who hurt me, allow me to smile and be friendly lord. Let these people, this past see how bright and righteous you have made me, let my generation see how you have made me friendly and spiritual aware of my surroundings, lord I thank you. I appreciate you and I love you…
In Jesus name I pray amen. Thank you Yahweh, Yeshua and Ruach ha Kodesh






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