Passion & Purpose

I seem to always get great ideas but at the wrong time. -__- I make plans to often sometimes I complete them and sometimes I don’t. Why? Maybe, God didn’t see fit. Or maybe it just didn’t need to happen. I get so angry when I don’t get my way. I get so moody and I get into one of my don’t talk to me moods. (How selfish) [ Sidenote:   if you are one of those people who are easily angered, pray and repent and ask God to fix it. Fix your problems and whatever you are still holding on to. ] Have you ever written a report on where you saw yourself in 10 years? Did everything you plan to do in your life exactly happen? Mine didn’t. LOL! Instead, God saw fit for me to be living for him instead of myself. Everything I desired to do own my own failed. Thank God for a praying mother. What we desire God desires better for us. He knows what I need every second, every minute of the day. He never sleeps and he is always watching over me. HOW AWESOME. When we make plans or have ...

As you may know this topic is very hard for me to speak on being that I just started valuing myself as of 2016, yes it took me 14 years to see myself as God saw me. Yes you can be saved, you can be righteous and you can still struggle with self-worth. Worth being valued, I didn’t value myself. I felt secure with being used and having my feelings toyed with. Is that okay? If you have to ask yourself this you may already know the answer. Nothing is okay. It is never okay with not loving yourself. Your body, your heart is God’s temple. Gods temple is valuable, it is rich in love, it is WORTHY. God told me I am worthy, I am worth waiting for. My self-love is far more important and more meaningful than selfishness. My self- love is more than rushing life. It is more than abusive relationships or broken promises and one night stands. My worth is what Jesus Christ died for, my entry, my bond and connection to the kingdom of God. I had to ask myself what is value? Value is the act...