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A Random Rant....


Emotionally I am a wreck....

My feeling are in the way of Jesus, I break down, I am not happy,I want answers, I want them now and I  thought he was the One, I thought he was for me. But he wasn't..... 


We all know him or know of someone like him.. that tall, dark and handsome fellow.
Isn't he nice or is he a distraction? We get so happy when he speaks to us, when he speaks to me.... My feelings ( flesh) get in the way of my thinking and I'm usually weak after he speaks.. ( sound about right, right? ) Our weaknesses can take over and we lose control, we can lose sight of whats right in front of us, Jesus <3  I believe that we all need to learn to say NO THANK YOU, to people who are simply not for us. We need to learn to say ------> "I am not interested in your CONS, I am not interested in your thought of confusion." OR "Lets just be friends." I can't have you distract me from Jesus! Find out what He/she wants from you after the First... Hello. What are their intentions with your heart, protect your heart. It's simply as put do you love jesus as much as me or more? In this process we can prevent a area of Hurt.
What happens is we have become to get so lost in our way of thinking instead of listening to GOD. It's like "Wait, Jesus, Wait, let me try it this way!" It never really works out the way we expect it to, especially after doing it the fleshly way.
It's better to listen to Jesus the first time. Instead we act on the sin, then turn around and Repent. There is nothing wrong with repenting. It's just that, God wants us to do it right the first time. God is a Gentleman. Always and Forever, He hurts for us, and he longs for a relationship with us.... I think that if we put as much effort in him as we do everything else we will be happy, Spirtually & Physically.  We should want God to decide for our Future. He has everything under control, he is a perfect God with your perfect Story, God has not forgot about you, I promise. I pray this post was a blessing and I pray everyone has a good week.  

Love you lots-

Malika Qadir





Music of the day : Jor'Dan Armstrong- He'll Make it alright

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