These past few months have been really stressful haven't been able to blog 😔
We had a flood in our home, which the end result we had to remove ourselves. Through all the turmoil God has been by my very side. It was ruff, it caused me to worry a lot. It caused me to take my eyes off of God and I began doing worldly things which then caused me to return to Worldly music.
I watched as my mother remained strong, she kept her faith and didn't depend on anyone but Jesus. And he came through for her every time. He never failed. It reminded me of having everything you have ever wanted and having it being taken from you within a blink of an eye!
God is so faithful! God is so faithful to me even when I forgot about him. It made me weak and strong at the very same time! This season taught me to trust God more and wait on him. God really showed me my real friends. He showed me who was really there for me; when I had not a dime to my name!
I had got so angry and I was fueling with fear and anxiety because I put my
Trust in man! People will only want to listen to your problems when you have them. People will be quick to share your problems too! Just like he enemy a pretender! I watched as so many people turned their back on me, they surprised me because I have bent over backwards for them and in return they turned out to be so fake! But God wasn't! In the bible it states that a mother or friends love is not guaranteed! Only the lords love is guaranteed!
Within two months I have had less than more! My peace was there but I didn't use it, I panicked! I thank the lord for giving me my mom as a leader! She constantly prayed and never gave up!
Overall, I regained my sanity, my faith is still here!! Glory!!!
And God is still here right beside me and right beside you who is reading this blog!
Keep pushing , lots of love!
Malika 💟


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